Prologue (2)

I wonder where the second team play?

A busy sunny Spring Saturday afternoon. Two men in their sixties. Dyce and Rivers. A Derbyshire walk over the Great Ridge overlooking Ingleton and the Hope Valley.

  ‘It’s not something that happens to you,’ said Dyce, ‘Back in the day, other people used to have nervous breakdowns. Even when there was no one else for miles, my mother would whisper with a knowing wink, “He had a nervous breakdown.” We hadn’t a clue what that meant. We imagined someone drooling and saying daft stuff. Or one person one minute and another the next. A dark room in the loony bin. Dad said they were “mixed up”, a curious disorder that teenagers were allowed to have in the nineteen fifties and sixties, until they discovered they had to earn a living. And dad’s solution? “ A spell in the forces would sort them out. They should never have stopped conscription.”’

  ‘You sound as though you know something about it,’ said Rivers. 

‘Well every second person you meet has had some form of emotional wobble. Not a train wreck that ends up in casualty. It’s more gradual. An experience that friends and relatives have. Becoming slowly unpleasant. Until you can no longer do normal stuff. No surprise to anyone but yourself.’

  ‘So not at the time, later maybe?”

  ‘Today, it’s almost cool to be on anti-depressants, apart from the side-effects. Imagine having to disappear for a crap, at the most inconvenient times, with seconds to spare. Boy scouts learn always to carry toilet roll. Well adults do too. Out walking on the fells is a risk. Do it in summer and keep to the foothillls for a while, home to safely luxuriant bracken. Afternoons can be awkward. Too high for bracken, you need to quickly clamber for that sheltered rocky spot. But take care to look behind or belt undone, half squatting, you could put that couple, fifty yards away, right off their afternoon tea.’

  ‘Needed a medication change.’

  ‘Or just throw the pills in the bin.’

They walked off Lose Hill and came across a wall, a stile and a junction of five lanes. Three of the names on the signpost read Hope, including the way they’d come.

  ‘Which way?’ asked Rivers.

‘No problem,’ said Dyce, ‘ It’s Hope whatever.’

  Ten minutes later, as they strolled along the riverside, listening to the bustle of Hope Show, a bloke in a flat cap and macintosh came in the opposite direction and asked a question that stopped them in their tracks, ‘Is this the path?’ 

yce laughed, ‘Depends where you want to go,’ he replied. They watched as the bloke trudged away toward five lane ends.

‘He won’t get any help there,’ said Rivers and they both laughed, ‘It’s a John Bunyan moment.’

Later still they sat on the grassy bank in front of Peveril Castle. In the far distance there was a single rugby pitch. Dyce turned to Rivers, ‘At this moment Brian Glover would have asked, “I wonder where the second team play?” And some pillock would reply, “they probably play one after each other, you know, a double-header.” 

ivers smiled, ‘And you and Brian would look at each other, sigh, bemused, throw your hands in the air and wonder how anyone could be that certain.’  

yce nodded, ‘It’s a story. There and back, another country. A simple three-parter. An innocent plan turns into a tough schedule and a hasty rethink, peeping across and catching glimpses of other slower, more thoughtful trips. You finish in a strange place, ruffled and bruised.’

‘You need to write it,’ said Rivers. 

Conscription may not have been such a bad idea, thought Dyce as he stood and walked back to the car park.